So I have always been a very "reserved" person... except around my friends, where I am as crazy as possible.
But especially around people I don't know I become all serious and quiet. I don't why but I hate it.
My parents have been telling me about it all my life and they say I gotta be more outgoing and whatnot......
I guess I'm just afraid people would get a bad impression of me so I unconsciously try to remain all quiet and stuff.
I suppose I just gotta be more secure and go around living normally and not giving a damn about what people think of me. It's really your true friends who judge you beyond first impressions and see past minor imperfections.
Self esteem is all about how you estimate yourself. And the fact is if I don't rate myself very highly, others won't either...
So yeah, that was me just venting...
Told ya this blog was gonna be weird.
2 comments:
I totally get this...
I think that you're just going through a phase. I remember being as quiet as a nun. And now, I'm extremely loquacious, and people constantly tell me to shut the hell up. I think it's more of a personality trait than an insecurity.
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